WEDDING FEVER!

For some reason lately, I've just had the desire to start looking at what it takes to plan a wedding.. I don't even have a boyfriend right now, so it's not like there's something I'm hiding. I'm just in the wedding mood! I'm not sure if that's such a good thing though, especially because I don't know who I'm going to get to share all my hard work with. Which is fine! I'll just put my happy face on and keep living my life (and planning my wedding) and he'll come sooner or later! Preferably sooner rather than later (: Yesterday was dress day. I've come to realize that I'm most likely going to have to design my own dress because everything I look at isn't appealing to me in the slightest. So I'm taking bits and pieces from different dresses and hopefully by the time that "that time" comes, I'll have a cute dress... and someone to make it for me! It's actually a pretty big debate in my head on whether I want to have a fancy material dress, or just a flowy, simple one.. I guess I'll decided sometime.. soon? Not soon? I also found the ring I want, but I won't show it until I get it (: It's from the Shane Company! I hate their commercials and swore that I'd never go there, but they have cute, inexpensive (sorta?) rings so why not, right? I've also been finding wedding blogs right and left! Find one, and you find 50! I love it!! This is the blog that got me started in the blog search. How can you not be happy when planning such a happy event? I HAVE TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO DO MY HAIR! Which is a very hard task for me! I'm not going to lie, I have beautiful hair. BUT, it's stubborn and doesn't like to do much. Curl? Maybe for 20 minutes. Updo? Nope, makes my face look fat. And is it necessary to wear a vail? Another controversy I'm having is about my dress. I know wedding dresses are supposed to be white, and I understand why completely.. But I want a fun, flowery, colorful one!!! What to do, what to do. Writing this post is putting a lot of questions into my head. Also a lot of answers. It's a good one. Anyways, have a good day (: This is just a bunch of rambling and thinking, so sorry if it was boring. If you have any ideas, feel free to let me know !!